Uncertain Heart [Open]

[upupatomway]

Soldiers take stock of weapons and ammunition, mechanics are in and out of the armor workshop, all in anticipation of the movement on Vindess that leaders are discussing. Atom had finished reading another magic book and in practice at the target range, he leaves targets quickly fried to a crisp by electricity. He had faced monsters here, he had faced other monsters and robots at home. Logically, he is ready to join the battle.

He had never attacked a human though. At home, it was against the law for a robot to seriously harm or kill a human, even in self-defense. He had always been under the watchful eye of the public as a representative of the robot race, and labeled a hero after saving people from accidents. He delayed the bad humans until the police arrived. There are definitely parallels between the slavery in the Empire and the slavery of robots, but this is a different world with different rules, and he is aware of what participating in battle might mean.

He isn't sure what the right thing to do is.

He decides to seek out someone who might have more battle experience to give him perspective. The Vault has a few possible candidates, but he also makes a point of visiting Flotsam where there are warriors abound. Atom approaches an individual at lunchtime, with a drink or food in hand to offer them.

"Excuse me. Do you have some time to have lunch and talk? I might be assigned to the front in the next battle, and I could use some advice from someone more experienced facing the Imperials." He asks politely.

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[theriflespiral]

"Ever and always the truth: Breaking things is easy. Fixing them is hard." She sighs. "... If you want my opinion on war-- those are the big takeaways."

"It would be... ridiculous of me to demand someone else not fight. I'm here, a weapon in others' hands, to keep others from becoming as I am." Her hands ball into fists. "If... Gaurus truly is as his reputation says, he saw that cliff, and gleefully jumped it, taking great pride that not only are his tortures a joy to him, but also support the Empire... And shoved others over it. No. No."

Her hands shake a little, the utensils in them starting to rime over, and she breathes, and there is ice. "... I am sorry. You did not want my opinion. You wanted advice."

[upupatomway]

He shakes his head and smiles faintly. "Your opinions are insightful too. I would rather hear more than less about the burden when weighing this decision."

The small smile fades quickly from his face. "If Gaurus is the one Mr. Matthias said is killing by torture, then he must be gleeful, as you say. Someone who truly deserves to be called 'evil.' I admit, I've been thinking more about whether I would harm the regular soldiers. They likely have families that love them. Some of them might not even truly believe in the empire's ways but had to join the army. Facing someone who is evil without a doubt though... It raises slightly different questions."

[theriflespiral]

"It's difficult," she admits. "I've yet to hear of a war where no one but those interested in the outcome are swept up in it."

She pokes at her food listlessly for half a second. "And if I were told of such a war, I would wonder what the teller was hiding. All too often, the people most eager, who will benefit most, will feel the consequences least."

"But... For all that, if you do care about that... There are ways. They're risky, and I've never heard of a bloodless battle. But limiting the opponents' casualties is possible."

[upupatomway]

Atom frowns down at the table. "There hasn't been a war like that in my world either. I don't know if it's possible. None of the technology we have has been able to prevent it." The foolish leaders involved in the last war thought sending robots to fight each other would help. All that and yet civilians died in bombings carried out by humans.

He lifts his head at her next point. "I have considered using electricity to knock out enemies instead of killing them. I wasn't sure if that was smart or foolish. I can't guarantee how long they'd be unconscious and they might be able to strike again, either in the same battle or in another one later."

[theriflespiral]

"Enough electricity can kill a man as surely as it can short a robot. .... Seems we both need to work on our fine control heading into this, do we not?" Natalia pauses and raises one hand, palm up--

And the resultant faint puff of snow dashes her plans, but illustrates her point.

[upupatomway]

"I was thinking of heading to the range after lunch to practice," he says, nodding at her, smiling again, though faintly. He blinks, lowering his head slightly. "From what I hear about Gaurus, he would be both difficult to take prisoner and doesn't have the type of personality that can accept defeat in exchange for his life."

[theriflespiral]

"We can continue there, then, if you would like." She pauses. "As far as Gaurus himself, one can hear many things about rumored aces on the other side. I hesitate to think what the propaganda is regarding myself, even given that I ate shit against one of their greatest weapons."